"No, it's true. I didn't always have the cold, calculated demeanor of someone not to fuck with, er- a-as John calls it."

And that's certainly something that the steely, cold face suggested, when he was pointing a gun at Kikimora before he knew better.

"N-no, erm. The first time someone pointed a gun at me, it was on a case- I completely panicked and didn't move at all, until my partner Parker tackled me to hide us behind the wall for shelter."